Relax One Corner: January 2005

Monday, January 31, 2005

FeeL sO StuPid

just went to someone's friendster. feel so like a fool. on one hand, e person can ask mi for a patch, say still need my love, blah blah. all craps!!! wat's on the friendster is totally different. damn...say u changed...more faithful...more mature...MY A*S!! I CONDEMN U! ur character n everything abt u S*X. i dont wanna hear anything from u..stay away from my friends..i dont wanna hav any form of relation/contact with u! DAMN...

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9:57 AM.

SOP

was doing the same stuff for the past week or so. slacking ard with my poly friends. went sentosa yesterday. got burn yesterday n not much tan. didn't apply much tanning oil..wasted. now feeling the heat. guess i'll go get some aloe vera later to giv my skin some 'treatment'. things are getting complicated these days. lets see how things goes for the next few days...

after going thru the past 2mths, i realise u r not the one for mi. how am i suppose to believe in watever u say after all tat u hav done? LiVe a BettEr LiFe~~~

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9:28 AM.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

AgAin

again...my view of "love these days are for companionship" is reaffirm...how can things work out in such a short time? man....LiFe~

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1:32 PM.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Target

well well...i have set my target..i'll change wat i'm doing now after CNY. yup...wish mi success!!!

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2:38 PM.

Sad Cases

been hanging out a lot lately. burn a lot of time and was kinda fun. but then..also heard many unpleasant things happening ard. hmmm...hope things will be better for everyone...CNY coming le...cheers!!

*Where is the love?*

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1:06 AM.

Friday, January 21, 2005

My SiStA

m0i sista going to australia to further her studies. so sad... in the past, i always know that i can turn to her when there is no one i can turn to. but then...haizzZ...wish her all the best n hope she faster complete her course..

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8:29 PM.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

To LaoZ

lao...may e days ahead be smooth for u. take care man...

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7:21 PM.

DILEMMA (not exactly)

(i'm v frank in this blog)
well..dont know wat should i do now. basically i got three choices.
1.continue my carefree life
2.get a new ger
3.patch back
these are the three main choices i can make. dont know which to choose. if i reason things out..the third choice shouldn't be in my consideration. but if i go with my heart, i got three choices. HOW? i can wait...tat's wat i have been doing. but i dont know how long i ll end up waiting. which can be freaking dangerous. it has been over a mth n i'm still slacking like crazy. those who i always hang out with ll know that i'm smoking like crazy these days. from a "clubbing onli smoker" to a "2days 1pack not enough" kinda smoker. i'm worried abt this..some of my friends spoke to mi abt it...but...everything is up to mi. nothing is going in. anyone everyone can talk to mi abt this but nothing is doing in. i just have to straighten my thts myself. no one can help. if i take the first choice, i ll be v free. can do anything anytime...but ultimately.."I" ll be incomplete. at times the loneliness ll come. n it is also this freedom that will be killing mi. if i take the second choice, i drag to start afresh. it's v tiring to start all over again. though honeymoon period is nice..but starting everything all over again can kill. leaving with the third... i dont know wat to say. couple of my friends say it shouldn't be tat way. i believe it's cause she got a bf within tat short period. but then they broke up already. tat's y the third is a possible choice. ARRRGGHHHH!!! wtf should i do?

btw, to those who dont know. i dropped my jap class. i didn't attend my speaking re-test today n also wun be going for my remaining lessons. i'll fail this module n ll take another module to replace this. if i'm lucky, i'll be able to overload n grad in 6sems...but if i can't overload..i'll end up graduating in 7sems...waste 1sem of money n time.

p.s yea..wanna thank those who are concerned abt mi. more n more pple are askin if i'm ok...thanks..i'll be fine somehow. also..sorry abt the messy blog...my thts are in a mess.

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2:21 AM.

Monday, January 17, 2005

bUsY WeEkEnD

finally get back to blog again. was a bz weekend..wasn't home to slp again for two nights. many problems arised during this weekend, family, friends and also some personal stuff. moi sista got admitted into e hospital cause of dengue fever...damn e mosquito tat bite her. all my friends are also falling sick. tat include myself. now i'm down with flu...arrgghhh....feeling so terrible. went on for two days already..hope will be ok by tml.

glad tat some of my friends are concerned abt mi. i'll be fine. i just need some time to get things straight n going. wat i fear is this time will take v long. e last time it took mi abt 6mths. as for my friends who are having problems. persevere thru n u will succeed. WoRk HaRd!!

this week is open house week. my class having a "store". so ll be helping out...after which will be holiday le...SOOOOO.. IT'S TIME TO PARRRRTYYYYY!!!

actually got a couple of points to blog..but i forgot my thts. ll blog again when i remember. for now..good nitezZ!!!!

p.s. sorry abt the blog design..no time to continue...

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1:26 AM.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

FiNalLy

WaT A WeEkEnD~~~ haha... finally got time to sit down in front of com n blog.. well...went to marcus' chalet over the weekend. had quite a lot of fun. playin..joking...gaming...best is i can do watever i want...no restriction..no problems. haha..suppose to stay one night...but tat was due to miscommunication..we r suppose to stay for two nites. so end up we had fun for another nitezZ. actually..this is a 'slpin' chalet for mi. first time go chalet slp so much. i slpt for abt 7-8hrs in total for e chalet. where got pple chalet slp so much de? n as usual, i nv eat anything much for the BBQ..dont know why..everytime BBQ i'll just eat the most simple food...like satay. i seldom touch wings..n this time i didn't even eat one wing.

then sunday afternoon went over to benson's pl to do SA. was having flu then..so sIAnZ...BrAiN wAs So DeAd..then after tat i went down to eve's pl to do PM folder. p.s. dont have the thought that is it her folder..cause it is not HERS...she where got so guai do PM nice nice. it was lao's folder i wanted to borrow. then i cleared wat i can for PM then did finish CSP prac for this week n went to slp. tat's cause lao n ZW was doing their SA project..i dont wanna bastard them play game..wahhaah.

then monday morning went to sch with lao. after tat stayed back do SA with hua,benson n hf. changed a little of the blog design after my group submitted the project n while waiting for the rest to go C1. yea...then played a little of yuri until i sian then i go walk walk slack slack ard C1..then eve join mi. at abt 8...micheal n jason came down NP look for eve. then mi n mic exercise a little..then tat's abt it..went home with benny on 74. YuP!

finally finish my 3 days of activity. wat a long blog. haha..now tat my hair dry le..i can go find zhou gong...tata~~

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1:31 AM.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

In Sch00l

ho ho ho...i'm in sch...with lao opp mi, han n zw round..haha...we just finish gaming then now slackin. onli zw playin game...e three of us blogging. haha...boring man...

Being Single
ok lor...still can cope from time to time. at times v boring but then got a lot of freedom. i can do anything i wan with no restriction. shiok rite? haha...ok lar..i stop here..think i'll go change a bit of my blog design...tata PPLE!!!!

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10:21 PM.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

SeCond roUnD oF CeLeBrATioN

yea...went clubbing again.. two consecutive nite. initial was boring....too clear to dance. then got better after one shot and a jug of shared brandy dry. wasn't high..but at least wasn't as clear as earlier on. overall, wasn't tat bad. though was hot like hell...sweating like mad... but just kept dancing lor. guess i can drive my own mood ba...self motivate? haha...unlike last time..

today sunday le...tml monday n there's no more holi in e next two weeks...sianzZ muz study...but can study? haha...all the modules are so boring. ISDT, SA, PM..all the design n analysis rubbish. haven been studyin...dont know when will start...week5 le...tata~~

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1:15 PM.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

NeW YeAR

yea..last night was fun. went out with more then 10 pple..initially was onli 4 though. went clubbing @ shin...nice club..but sad that it's gonna change to ktv. yea..it's was fun...wasn't v high but can keep dancing..nv lik this b4..haha. enough of the clubb...

was chatting with marcus just now. wat he told mi was v logical. but then i just nv tht of it (how stupid of mi..haha) hope i got chance to apply wat he told mi.. i'll just let nature take its course n see how things goes for mi... hope i'm brought to the destination i wan...

as a whole...NY celebration was great...except for initial turn off.

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1:55 PM.